When you
come to know yourselves, then you will be known, and you will realize you are
the Sons of the Living Father. If you do not know yourselves, then you exist in
poverty and you are poverty—Jesus, Saying 3, The Gospel According to Thomas
1. Predator
vs. Prey. Fucking vs. those who are fucked. The worthy vs. those who are
unworthy. Each person takes a position which like the three above lie on the
aggressive-passive spectrum. These positions are unconscious programs called life scripts. Getting to know yourself
and your life script and then transforming it is the goal of the Immortal.
2. From
one’s life script will come various games
which the person plays. These games are social transactions one plays according
to the social rules of the culture and allow for positive and negative strokes.
The end result of all games is the payoff:
The psychic energy exchange between the two or more parties. These exchanges
occur at a 5th dimension level as, say, being disrespect by party A
will then give the said party A your life energy. In a way, one can say a good
game player “steals” the life energy out of his unwitting victims for the
purpose of increasing his energy. Usually, the games are complementary and both
parties receive rewards and punishments according to the agreed upon rules of
the game.
3. Once a person has collected games, then all he needs are various ways to
spend his 70 years or so while alive. The favorite ways to spend time include:
Playing games, engaging in mating rituals, employment, and pastimes. By the
time one is 21 years of age one will have his life script written and will play
it out until rigor mortis sets in.
Again, it needs to be stressed: There
is no free will in the writing of these scripts; they are unconscious programs
which only years of careful self-examination will reveal.
4. So how can a person change? Here are
three proposals:
* Cognitive-Behavioral
Therapy—This is a short-term therapy which seeks to change behavior by altering
the way someone thinks. The goal is to activate the adult part of the
individual so that he has self-control over his urges. The major
foundational problem with this approach is that is presumes one is an adult
who is capable of rational thought. Of course, many people are not capable of
rational thought and thus this therapy will not work for them.
* Relationship
Therapy—This can be either a one-on-one therapy or part of a group therapy in
which the emphasis is on changing one’s relationship with others and thereby
change oneself. One of the foundational issues here is: What happens as games
are played during therapy? Will the therapist intervene when a client starts
playing games? If so, how will he do so? Without the language of game theory in
place, I am not sure how this would look like. (Side note: When I refer to
“games” and “game theory” I am making use of the model created by Eric Berne of
Games People Play fame.)
* Insight
or Gnosis Therapy—This is seeking
self-knowledge or gnosis for the
purpose of spiritual development. Please study Jesus’ saying quoted above: “If
you do not know yourselves, then you exist in poverty.” Insight theory works by
doing a script analysis of the individual. The goal is to bring the script from
unconscious awareness, thereby transforming it by bringing light to the darkness.
The problem, of course, is the script was written at a young age and then
implanted in the person’s brain without him being aware of it. He is in
complete darkness!
Example: Deborah was a 34-year old bisexual who was held responsible for
the death of a 3-year old playmate when Deborah was 9-years old. The playmate
ran into the road even though Deborah had held her hand tight. Deborah’s father
beat the shit out her. From that day forward she hated God and she hated men.
She spent her life in the following relationship pattern: She would allow men
to get close to her and even allow them to fuck her; then within a year into
the relationship she would do all she could to fuck her male partner up. She
shift from being a sweet little girl to being a witch. For
Deborah to change she will have to be aware of her script. Probably it is more
at a preconscious than unconscious level in the sense that it can be accessed
when there is outside stimulus but otherwise is unknown. Once she
intellectually sees her script, she will then need to merge with the traumas in
the body; her presence or awareness will transform it as she becomes a living
spirit. Once there is a healing of the pain-body, then Deborah can rewrite the
script. The healing will require
God’s Love to be allowed to flow throughout the body. As the traumas
are healed there can be an openness to forgive and be present in the body.
6. Structurally, human beings have a death
instinct as well as a life instinct. The death instinct is an unconscious wish
to die. It expresses itself in the body via the aging process, a process by
which the body and brain deteriorates over time. Thus, when rewriting one’s life
script one might create an “Immortality script,” which calls for the person to
live forever.
Example:
Randy grew up in a foster home and at 4-year old was adopted by an abusive
family, who sexually and physically abused him. Once when he was 12-year
old he was given 5 back-to-back spankings by his adopted mother for saying “I’m
sorry” the wrong way. At this point, he had confirmed his life script: I am
worthless. He set up games in which he would be fucked. Somehow whatever he
did, he was always fucked up. Since he was unaware of his life script, he
thought the problem was with other people; he was unaware that his conduct and
his attraction to various kinds of people led to his abuse. But this was a
familiar pattern and he gained a lot of strokes, albeit, negative ones.
7. For
Randy to change he will need to be aware of his life script and rewrite it at
the energetic level in his body. His new script will be the “Immortality script,”
which calls for eternal life. He will merge with his pain-body, allowing God’s
Love to heal his traumas. In time, Randy
will become a child again and thus will be able to love and be loved.
8. Note
that each person’s life script is tied to a matrix, a computer-like program
controlled by alien beings (the ‘fallen angels’). The purpose of the matrix is
for Satan to extract life energy from humans; these evil creatures use this
energy in order to live. Thus, by
rewriting one’s life script one is leaving the matrix. At the moment one
has left the matrix there is a level of free will in allowing lessons to be
learned and then transform oneself. It needs to be noted that 99.99% of human
beings are controlled by the matrix and thus they have no free will.
9. A
prayer might be helpful: “Father—Please help me rewrite my script to the
“Immortality script,” which will allow me to live forever in physical form on
planet earth. I allow your unconditional love to flow throughout my body,
healing me of all traumas as my will is united with your will at the Immortal
Frequency. Thanks, Father!”
10. One
of the keys to the Thomas Immortality
Project is self-knowledge. “Know Yourself!” This can happen on a
daily basis by having an ongoing relationship with the Holy Spirit of Truth. Every morning I invite the Spirit of Truth to guide me throughout
the day: “Holy Spirit of Truth—Please
come into my being, right here right now. Show me any insights,
original models or connections which might be helpful, especially those which
will lead to eternal life. Keep me safe and protected and allow for some joy
today. Thanks, Holy Spirit of Truth!” Note: This is a recommended practice to be
done each day.
11. Why not decide to live forever? Why not see
being alive as your birthright—a gift from God, the Living Father? Why not
rewrite your life script to an Immortality script?
Summary:
Self-knowledge or gnosis is the path
Jesus recommends for every seeker of Immortality: “Know yourselves and then you
will be known” (Saying 3, The Gospel
According to Thomas). The goal is to know yourself, have insight into your
life script, and then rewrite the script to the “Immortality script.” By allowing
God’s love to flow throughout the body, traumas will be healed as one is
allowed to be a child again. The future is bright as each day is a new
beginning with a moment-by-moment love affair with God.
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