June 8, 2020
Dear Readers:
San Francisco has had a lockdown from March 16, 2020 June 15, 2020. Thus, I have been unable to post since I do not own a computer or have an internet connection.
All is well and God continues to bless. In due course I will start post again--God willing.
I wish to thank each reader for his support over the past four years.
Best,
Harry Petersen
Monday, June 8, 2020
Tuesday, March 10, 2020
Rewriting One’s Life Script: Becoming an Immortal, Part 7
Rewriting One’s Life Script: Becoming an Immortal,
Part 7
Overview: In this seventh essay of a series on “Becoming
an Immortal” I encourage seekers to “Know Thyself!” This is an ongoing process
whose depths will always deepen as one receives new insights. A text which I
have recently started to study, Opening
the Third Eye, by Dr. Samuel Sagan will assist one in seeing in a spiritual
sense and thus allow one to rewrite his life script.
On a personal note: I
listened to a lecture by Dr. Sagan at a metaphysical bookstore in San Francisco
called Crystal’s Way. I found him a man of God who is interested in
Physical Immortality. While he believes Physical Immortality is the end result
of many incarnations (hence, reincarnation) I do not believe there is free will
as human beings are controlled by a Matrix. My motto, “Accept what you find
useful and leave the rest behind,” allows me to learn many new insights and
wisdom from Dr. Sagan. Thus, this is a text which I believe any seeker of
Physical Immortality may profit from. See:
"When you come to know yourselves, then you will be known, and you will realize you are the Sons of the Living Father. If you do not know yourselves, then you exist in poverty and you are poverty"
—Jesus, Saying 3, The Gospel According to Thomas
1. Predator vs. Prey. Fucking vs. those who
are fucked. The worthy vs. those who are unworthy. Each person takes a position
which like the three above lie on the aggressive-passive spectrum. These
positions are unconscious programs called life
scripts. Getting to know yourself and your life script and then
transforming it is the goal of the Immortal.
2. From one’s life script
will come various games which the
person plays. These games are social transactions one plays according to the
social rules of the culture and allow for positive and negative strokes. The
end result of all games is the payoff:
The psychic energy exchange between the two or more parties. These exchanges
occur at a 5th dimension level as, say, being disrespect by party A
will then give the said party A your life energy. In a way, one can say a good
game player “steals” the life energy out of his unwitting victims for the
purpose of increasing his energy. Usually, the games are complementary and both
parties receive rewards and punishments according to the agreed upon rules of
the game.
3. Once a person has
collected games, then all he needs are various ways to spend his 70 years or so
while alive. The favorite ways to spend time include: Playing games, engaging
in mating rituals, employment, and pastimes. By the time one is 21 years of age
one will have his life script written and will play it out until rigor mortis sets in. Again, it needs to
be stressed: There is no free will in
the writing of these scripts; they are unconscious programs which only years of
careful self-examination will reveal.
4. So how can a person
change? Here are three proposals:
* Cognitive-Behavioral
Therapy—This is a short-term therapy which seeks to change behavior by altering
the way someone thinks. The goal is to activate the adult part of the
individual so that he has self-control over his urges. The major
foundational problem with this approach is that is presumes one is an
adult who is capable of rational thought. Of course, many people are not
capable of rational thought and thus this therapy will not work for them.
* Relationship
Therapy—This can be either a one-on-one therapy or part of a group therapy in
which the emphasis is on changing one’s relationship with others and thereby
change oneself. One of the foundational issues here is: What happens as games
are played during therapy? Will the therapist intervene when a client starts
playing games? If so, how will he do so? Without the language of game theory in
place, I am not sure how this would look like. (Side note: When I refer to
“games” and “game theory” I am making use of the model created by Eric Berne of
Games People Play fame.)
* Insight or Gnosis Therapy—This is seeking
self-knowledge or gnosis for the
purpose of spiritual development. Please study Jesus’ saying quoted above: “If
you do not know yourselves, then you exist in poverty.” Insight theory works by
doing a script analysis of the individual. The goal is to bring the script from
unconscious awareness, thereby transforming it by bringing light to the
darkness. The problem, of course, is the script was written at a young age and
then implanted in the person’s brain without him being aware of it. He is in
complete darkness!
Example: Deborah was a
34-year old bisexual who was held responsible for the death of a 3-year old
playmate when Deborah was 9-years old. The playmate ran into the road even
though Deborah had held her hand tight. Deborah’s father beat the shit out her.
From that day forward she hated God and she hated men. She spent her life in
the following relationship pattern: She would allow men to get close to her and
even allow them to fuck her; then within a year into the relationship she would
do all she could to fuck her male partner up. She shift from being a sweet
little girl to being a witch. For Deborah to change she will have to be
aware of her script. Probably it is more at a preconscious than
unconscious level in the sense that it can be accessed when there is outside
stimulus but otherwise is unknown. Once she intellectually sees her script, she
will then need to merge with the traumas in the body; her presence or awareness
will transform it as she becomes a living spirit. Once there is a healing of
the pain-body, then Deborah can rewrite the script. The healing will require God’s Love to be allowed to flow throughout
the body. As the traumas are healed there can be an openness to forgive
and be present in the body.
6. Structurally, human
beings have a death instinct as well as a life instinct. The death instinct is
an unconscious wish to die. It expresses itself in the body via the aging
process, a process by which the body and brain deteriorates over time. Thus,
when rewriting one’s life script one might create an “Immortality script,”
which calls for the person to live forever.
Example: Randy grew up in a foster home and
at 4-year old was adopted by an abusive family, who sexually and
physically abused him. Once when he was 12-year old he was given 5 back-to-back
spankings by his adopted mother for saying “I’m sorry” the wrong way. At this
point, he had confirmed his life script: I am worthless. He set up games in
which he would be fucked. Somehow whatever he did, he was always fucked up. Since
he was unaware of his life script, he thought the problem was with other
people; he was unaware that his conduct and his attraction to various kinds of
people led to his abuse. But this was a familiar pattern and he gained a lot of
strokes, albeit, negative ones.
7. For Randy to change he will
need to be aware of his life script and rewrite it at the energetic level in
his body. His new script will be the “Immortality script,” which calls for
eternal life. He will merge with his pain-body, allowing God’s Love to heal his
traumas. In time, Randy will become a
child again and thus will be able to love and be loved.
8. Note that each
person’s life script is tied to a matrix, a computer-like program controlled by
alien beings (the ‘fallen angels’). The purpose of the matrix is for Satan to
extract life energy from humans; these evil creatures use this energy in order
to live. Thus, by rewriting one’s life
script one is leaving the matrix. At the moment one has left the matrix
there is a level of free will in allowing lessons to be learned and then
transform oneself. It needs to be noted that 99.99% of human beings are
controlled by the matrix and thus they have no free will.
9. A prayer might be
helpful: “Father—Please help me rewrite my script to the “Immortality script,”
which will allow me to live forever in physical form on planet earth. I allow
your unconditional love to flow throughout my body, healing me of all traumas
as my will is united with your will at the Immortal Frequency. Thanks, Father!”
10. One of the keys to the Thomas Immortality Project is
self-knowledge. “Know Yourself!” This can happen on a daily basis by
having an ongoing relationship with the Holy
Spirit of Truth. Every morning I invite the Spirit of Truth to guide me throughout the day: “Holy Spirit of Truth—Please come into my
being, right here right now. Show me any insights, original models or
connections which might be helpful, especially those which will lead to eternal
life. Keep me safe and protected and allow for some joy today. Thanks, Holy
Spirit of Truth!” Note: This is a recommended practice to be done
each day.
11. Why not decide to live forever? Why not see being alive as your birthright—a
gift from God, the Living Father? Why not rewrite your life script to an
Immortality script?
Summary: Self-knowledge or gnosis is the path Jesus recommends for
every seeker of Immortality: “Know yourselves and then you will be known”
(Saying 3, The Gospel According to
Thomas). The goal is to know yourself, have insight into your life script,
and then rewrite the script to the “Immortality script.” By allowing God’s love
to flow throughout the body, traumas will be healed as one is allowed to be a
child again. The future is bright as each day is a new beginning with a
moment-by-moment love affair with God.
Tuesday, February 18, 2020
The Resurrection Frequency Meditation Practice
Notes to
Readers: This year I will be posting at
least two essays per month. I do this in order for there to be sufficient
time to do research and make new insights. Thus, my next post is due March 10,
2020.
A few short
observations about this meditation:
a)
The
goal is for one’s consciousness to reach the same level or frequency Jesus
obtained when he Resurrected from the dead.
b)
The
Physical Immortality Frequency is a subset of the Resurrection frequency. In
other words, the seeker needs to first activate the Resurrection frequency in
order to activate the latter. While the Resurrection frequency is connected to
a Transpersonal point about the head the Physical Immortality frequency is associated
with activation in the spine. As a
single point the Physical Immortality Frequency is located in the shoulder
blades region. Note that the neck region appears to contain an Immortal
current which will be activated as both the Resurrection Frequency and the
Physical Immortal.
c)
The
23rd-24th levels correspond to the Still Point or the Hara
as it is called in Zen which is located just below the navel. This is the single point in which allows
for one’s awareness to be detached from the brain’s control. Please see a previous essay for additional
insights:
Becoming an Immortal: Centering In the Still Point, Part I
1. In broad terms, becoming an Immortal
means:
a. A re-centering of one’s awareness
from the brain to the core self or one’s center. See: Healing The Split: Becoming One Again by Returning To Your Core Self .
b. The body and one’s awareness have
united. See: Book Review: Practicing The Power Of Now.
c. The transpersonal self, located above
the head has been activated. This is the 8th chakra and will allow
for non-verbal awareness. See addendum at the end of this essay for insights on
how to activate this.
d. The Resurrection Frequency is
activated as the seeker unites with Jesus at the frequency he possessed when he
was resurrected from the dead.
e. The Immortal Will is activated. This
is a pole-like structure which runs from above the head through the front of
the body and then connected to the earth.
2. In this post, I assume the seeker is ready for
the Resurrection Frequency to be activated. Imagine a pole above your head with
units similar to a football field. Each step above might be moving above the
other by 1 yard. The first level is the core self which when activated will
create an oval-like field surrounding the body. When one is at this level one
is Enlightened and know the brain is being controlled by the matrix.
3. So the first level assumes one can easily
shift one’s awareness or presence from the brain to outside the brain and then
activate the core self. At this point, one will be fully connected to the body
and in particular one is able to access chi or Qi in the belly region.
4. The
meditation practice is for 1 hour per day and is fundamental in being an
Immortal. I find using marijuana to be useful in this activation and thus you
might see if this works for you. Note: Marijuana became legal in California as
of January 1, 2018.
5. After I
have found a place to mediate (I often use a darkened room) I close my eyes and
connect by in breaths and out breaths. The core self or center is fully
activated as there is non-verbal awareness as all internal dialogues have
ceased. This is level 1. Now imagine you jump your awareness from the 1-yard
line above the head to the 2-yard line. This is the second level or the second
frequency. Spend a day focused on this level. A circle-like field will
encompass both the first circle and the second circle. In essence, you have
constructed concentric circles.
6. At the
second frequency, there will be a sense of boundlessness and thus no awareness
of the brain’s processes. One will feel the body vibrating at a higher level.
By spending time at this frequency one will allow for creativity and insights
when you return your awareness to your brain.
7. After you
are comfortable with the second level, play with various levels. Jump your
consciousness to the third-yard line or the 3rd level. At this point
there may be loud piercing sounds in the brain. Connect with the body and see how
this feels.
8. Keep
playing with various levels or frequencies. I find the 23-yard line or 23rd
frequency to be of a high vibration level.
9. As the
seeker is comfortable with residing at various frequencies, the next step is to
unite with Jesus at the Resurrection Frequency. This is the level Jesus
possessed after his resurrection from the dead. To fully activate this level I
will sometimes say “Yeshua” aloud until I can feel a connection. Note: Yeshua
is Jesus’ birth name and is what his followers called him by.
10. The next
step is to imagine in your mind’s eye that you see Jesus as he awakes from the
dead to being alive again. You unite your body with Jesus’ body at the
Resurrection Frequency. Indeed, Jesus is the Holy Redeemer!
11. I do not
know the exact frequency which is the Resurrection Frequency and thus I trust
my higher intelligence to locate it for me by saying or thinking “Resurrection
Frequency” over and over. I believe this level is around the 23rd
level, but would encourage seekers to play around with higher and lower levels
until it feels right. Always check in with the body.
12. After I
have activated the Resurrection Frequency, I spend a few minutes constructing
the Immortal Body as Jesus commanded us to do in Saying 22 of The Gospel According To Thomas. See: Spiritual Transformations to Construct an Immortal Body.
13. After a
few months of practice, the seeker will want to see signs of youthing. This
might be improved eyesight, improved hearing, and the rejuvenating of the body.
I usually activate the Bindu Chakra—located at the crown of my head—while I
focus on the rejuvenating of the body. Picture yourself as staying young and
energetic. Some Yogi will recommend placing the two first fingers and thumb
together to keep one’s energy inward; also, some suggest meditating early in
the morning around 3:00 A.M. The seeker might try these ideas out.
14. In the
meditation practice, I will constantly shift from focusing and de-focusing.
Thus, I will concentrate on a higher frequency, say the third level for a few
minutes, and then relax and feel the sensations in the body. Play with this and
see what works for you.
15. As the
Resurrection Frequency is activated, then make sure you re-center your
awareness in your body at this frequency. Usually, you will feel the body
vibrate at a high level and will hear various sounds in the brain. These are
great signs that the body is waking up! At this point, the seeker will be ready
to construct the Immortal Will as one’s consciousness is connected both to
Heaven and to the Earth. At this level, one will be a Physical Immortal.
Summary: The Resurrection Frequency meditation practice is advanced and thus will require about a year to fully activate. Of course, with practice it can be activated in a few seconds. The goal of the meditation is to unite with Jesus at the frequency he possessed after his resurrection. Imagine a pole-like structure above the head and jump one’s consciousness to various levels. The goal is to activate the Resurrection Frequency. Imagine becoming Jesus’ twin as you unite your body with his body as you become one with him. Saying Jesus’ birth name, “Yeshua,” may be helpful. Spend a few minutes constructing an Immortal Body as Saying 22 in The Gospel According To Thomas recommends. Try to keep this higher frequency throughout the day. Note that this practice will help in the construction of the Immortal Will at which point you will be a Physical Immortal.
Addendum: To
activate the energy center behind the head, the 8th chakra, can be
done as follows:
a. Detach one’s awareness from thoughts.
This means to be aware of thoughts as they occur. That part of you which is
aware of your thoughts is what we are activating.
b. Intensely focus on the back of the
head. This will be done during meditation.Try to sense or see the space outside
your head.
c. The goal is to have a sense of
boundless. At this point all internal dialogues have ceased since your
awareness is detached from the brain. Please note that when one’s awareness is
controlled by the brain, then the brain is being fed thoughts by outside forces.
This is the matrix which is controlled by Satan. Clearly, there is no free will
at this level and thus all actions are determined by one’s genetic
predispositions and archetypes which were implanted before birth.
d. The Holy Spirit of Truth is
invited into one’s inner heart in order to guide your path. As you ask for
wisdom each day and clear seeing, the Spirit
of Truth will start to reveal hidden things which are in front of your
face.
e. One centers one’s awareness in the
core self as it is united with the Holy
Spirit of Truth. Normally, you will toggle between the Ego brain and one’s
center. Thus, when one is aware of mind stuff such as thoughts, memories, and
so forth one will keep re-centering into one’s core. This will take just a few
seconds as one will quickly do parts ‘a’- ‘d’ above.
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