Rewriting One’s Life Script: Becoming an Immortal,
Part 7
Overview: In this seventh essay of a series on “Becoming
an Immortal” I encourage seekers to “Know Thyself!” This is an ongoing process
whose depths will always deepen as one receives new insights. A text which I
have recently started to study, Opening
the Third Eye, by Dr. Samuel Sagan will assist one in seeing in a spiritual
sense and thus allow one to rewrite his life script.
On a personal note: I
listened to a lecture by Dr. Sagan at a metaphysical bookstore in San Francisco
called Crystal’s Way. I found him a man of God who is interested in
Physical Immortality. While he believes Physical Immortality is the end result
of many incarnations (hence, reincarnation) I do not believe there is free will
as human beings are controlled by a Matrix. My motto, “Accept what you find
useful and leave the rest behind,” allows me to learn many new insights and
wisdom from Dr. Sagan. Thus, this is a text which I believe any seeker of
Physical Immortality may profit from. See:
"When you come to know yourselves, then you will be known, and you will realize you are the Sons of the Living Father. If you do not know yourselves, then you exist in poverty and you are poverty"
—Jesus, Saying 3, The Gospel According to Thomas
1. Predator vs. Prey. Fucking vs. those who
are fucked. The worthy vs. those who are unworthy. Each person takes a position
which like the three above lie on the aggressive-passive spectrum. These
positions are unconscious programs called life
scripts. Getting to know yourself and your life script and then
transforming it is the goal of the Immortal.
2. From one’s life script
will come various games which the
person plays. These games are social transactions one plays according to the
social rules of the culture and allow for positive and negative strokes. The
end result of all games is the payoff:
The psychic energy exchange between the two or more parties. These exchanges
occur at a 5th dimension level as, say, being disrespect by party A
will then give the said party A your life energy. In a way, one can say a good
game player “steals” the life energy out of his unwitting victims for the
purpose of increasing his energy. Usually, the games are complementary and both
parties receive rewards and punishments according to the agreed upon rules of
the game.
3. Once a person has
collected games, then all he needs are various ways to spend his 70 years or so
while alive. The favorite ways to spend time include: Playing games, engaging
in mating rituals, employment, and pastimes. By the time one is 21 years of age
one will have his life script written and will play it out until rigor mortis sets in. Again, it needs to
be stressed: There is no free will in
the writing of these scripts; they are unconscious programs which only years of
careful self-examination will reveal.
4. So how can a person
change? Here are three proposals:
* Cognitive-Behavioral
Therapy—This is a short-term therapy which seeks to change behavior by altering
the way someone thinks. The goal is to activate the adult part of the
individual so that he has self-control over his urges. The major
foundational problem with this approach is that is presumes one is an
adult who is capable of rational thought. Of course, many people are not
capable of rational thought and thus this therapy will not work for them.
* Relationship
Therapy—This can be either a one-on-one therapy or part of a group therapy in
which the emphasis is on changing one’s relationship with others and thereby
change oneself. One of the foundational issues here is: What happens as games
are played during therapy? Will the therapist intervene when a client starts
playing games? If so, how will he do so? Without the language of game theory in
place, I am not sure how this would look like. (Side note: When I refer to
“games” and “game theory” I am making use of the model created by Eric Berne of
Games People Play fame.)
* Insight or Gnosis Therapy—This is seeking
self-knowledge or gnosis for the
purpose of spiritual development. Please study Jesus’ saying quoted above: “If
you do not know yourselves, then you exist in poverty.” Insight theory works by
doing a script analysis of the individual. The goal is to bring the script from
unconscious awareness, thereby transforming it by bringing light to the
darkness. The problem, of course, is the script was written at a young age and
then implanted in the person’s brain without him being aware of it. He is in
complete darkness!
Example: Deborah was a
34-year old bisexual who was held responsible for the death of a 3-year old
playmate when Deborah was 9-years old. The playmate ran into the road even
though Deborah had held her hand tight. Deborah’s father beat the shit out her.
From that day forward she hated God and she hated men. She spent her life in
the following relationship pattern: She would allow men to get close to her and
even allow them to fuck her; then within a year into the relationship she would
do all she could to fuck her male partner up. She shift from being a sweet
little girl to being a witch. For Deborah to change she will have to be
aware of her script. Probably it is more at a preconscious than
unconscious level in the sense that it can be accessed when there is outside
stimulus but otherwise is unknown. Once she intellectually sees her script, she
will then need to merge with the traumas in the body; her presence or awareness
will transform it as she becomes a living spirit. Once there is a healing of
the pain-body, then Deborah can rewrite the script. The healing will require God’s Love to be allowed to flow throughout
the body. As the traumas are healed there can be an openness to forgive
and be present in the body.
6. Structurally, human
beings have a death instinct as well as a life instinct. The death instinct is
an unconscious wish to die. It expresses itself in the body via the aging
process, a process by which the body and brain deteriorates over time. Thus,
when rewriting one’s life script one might create an “Immortality script,”
which calls for the person to live forever.
Example: Randy grew up in a foster home and
at 4-year old was adopted by an abusive family, who sexually and
physically abused him. Once when he was 12-year old he was given 5 back-to-back
spankings by his adopted mother for saying “I’m sorry” the wrong way. At this
point, he had confirmed his life script: I am worthless. He set up games in
which he would be fucked. Somehow whatever he did, he was always fucked up. Since
he was unaware of his life script, he thought the problem was with other
people; he was unaware that his conduct and his attraction to various kinds of
people led to his abuse. But this was a familiar pattern and he gained a lot of
strokes, albeit, negative ones.
7. For Randy to change he will
need to be aware of his life script and rewrite it at the energetic level in
his body. His new script will be the “Immortality script,” which calls for
eternal life. He will merge with his pain-body, allowing God’s Love to heal his
traumas. In time, Randy will become a
child again and thus will be able to love and be loved.
8. Note that each
person’s life script is tied to a matrix, a computer-like program controlled by
alien beings (the ‘fallen angels’). The purpose of the matrix is for Satan to
extract life energy from humans; these evil creatures use this energy in order
to live. Thus, by rewriting one’s life
script one is leaving the matrix. At the moment one has left the matrix
there is a level of free will in allowing lessons to be learned and then
transform oneself. It needs to be noted that 99.99% of human beings are
controlled by the matrix and thus they have no free will.
9. A prayer might be
helpful: “Father—Please help me rewrite my script to the “Immortality script,”
which will allow me to live forever in physical form on planet earth. I allow
your unconditional love to flow throughout my body, healing me of all traumas
as my will is united with your will at the Immortal Frequency. Thanks, Father!”
10. One of the keys to the Thomas Immortality Project is
self-knowledge. “Know Yourself!” This can happen on a daily basis by
having an ongoing relationship with the Holy
Spirit of Truth. Every morning I invite the Spirit of Truth to guide me throughout the day: “Holy Spirit of Truth—Please come into my
being, right here right now. Show me any insights, original models or
connections which might be helpful, especially those which will lead to eternal
life. Keep me safe and protected and allow for some joy today. Thanks, Holy
Spirit of Truth!” Note: This is a recommended practice to be done
each day.
11. Why not decide to live forever? Why not see being alive as your birthright—a
gift from God, the Living Father? Why not rewrite your life script to an
Immortality script?
Summary: Self-knowledge or gnosis is the path Jesus recommends for
every seeker of Immortality: “Know yourselves and then you will be known”
(Saying 3, The Gospel According to
Thomas). The goal is to know yourself, have insight into your life script,
and then rewrite the script to the “Immortality script.” By allowing God’s love
to flow throughout the body, traumas will be healed as one is allowed to be a
child again. The future is bright as each day is a new beginning with a
moment-by-moment love affair with God.
